3.28.2008

the next morning

so with all i've said in the last post about not being too personal - here comes something personal.

last night was rough.

i don't know if i just am the worst person at giving first impressions or what. but i guess i've left a not so great impression at the last place i was and i'm not sure how to deal with it from here on out.

it's hard going into a place with so many expectations and perceptions put on you already - and then to let all those people down....how is one to recover?

i don't know - maybe it's a wake-up call that i need to figure some things out about myself.

but it's hard when it's so bad that the person closest to you doesn't want to talk.

1 comment:

jeffrey greene said...

first impressions are quite peculiar. what exactly do they mean? should they hold any clout? i tend to think that first impressions are something that are so inaccurate that they shouldn't count for anything...however we all know they do. who wants to be in a spot where they feel like they need to dig themselves out of an unjustified hole that was dug by the looming figure...misconception. judgment is one of the strangest practices we do...why? i do not know.