today.

lately i have been so blessed with relationships and really investing in the people around me. which is why i told myself i was here. i'm realizing more and more how awesome God is that he really does know us better than we know ourselves. too often i try to do things on my own and then get so frustrated when they don't work out. but when i let go and release everything to God, trusting that he will work it out in ways that i just don't believe i can, i become a new person. things that weighed me down and kept me from joy only a month ago, are not even a sliver of my thoughts day-to-day. 

i don't know what my plans are for the next months, or even days, to come, but i'm totally and completely content with that. because i know who i am. i know who Christ has made me. i have a sense of peace and joy that i haven't had for a couple years now. 

i praise God because i am so blesssed.