uninspired

tonight i am feeling completely uninspired - which is not a good think because i have to work on this project for graphic design and right now is the exact moment when i need to be feeling inspired.

today it really hit me.

i'm graduating.

i'm leaving a life that is so familiar and comfortable - for a life totally unknown. 

what am i supposed to do with that?

i realized that there are people i will not see again for a very long time - if ever.

and these are people that i've either re-connected with or people i have just recently connected. and it makes me so distraught that i won't really be able to continue that connection.

relationships are tough.

i wish......

i wish i knew what to do.